im so tired cant even get out from my bed everyday's the same, go to school for exams, study center or wtv its called after, go home and lay in bed the only good part of my day is watching higurashi or talking to my friends but even that gets js exausting because I hide what I truly feel from them, I get all paranoid and scared when someone touches my phone when it's unlocked or when i do some bs and then I get violent and beat up shit that can't feel because it's not a living being Idk how long I can take this anymore seriously