My family is so fuckin messed up and dysfunctional I'm so tired Pretty sure my dad fuckin hates me I try to speak with him and I just get random insults or I can't get a word in just told to shut up over and over again then he goes a rant that can last to 30 minutes to a day on how I'm exactly like my mother and I'm a miserable pig (who neglected so me so he knows it hurts me him saying that) I HATE that he says this all this shit to me but not to MY FULLY grown brother (24) who just sits there and does nothing all day and what annoys me the most is that he is still trying to say he has autism mind you he's never tired to get an diagnosis (he just says it as an excuse to do nothing) but I'm the who gets shit on (I'm not even 18 yet ) like for literally just being upset in my room and my dad said I was emotional manipulating him he never explained how I was I just am apparently cuz I'm so like my alcoholic mother apparently I'm so fuckin tired of my family