People who are reading this might disagree or hate on what I'm about to say. I really fucking hate being the youngest child. "Oh but older siblings get it hard!" I am faced with EXPECTATIONS that you have already done. It's like my parents don't see me as a child, but rather as another tool to continue their legacy. I'm tired. I really hate how hypocritical my sister is. When my sister was 13, she was going through her "emo" phase. I was 10. She expected me to take care of her and take all of her problems. When I got to that phase, she thought it was cringe and annoying. How come I had to help you, but you can't help me? Do I really have to carry all your problems? How are you expecting me to keep liking you if you always act like this. Why is everything I do annoying to you, but when you do the same I can't find it annoying otherwise it'll be rude? It really makes me wish I was never born and she was the youngest instead. I bet she'd be happier.