My online girlfriend got scared and blocked me (mind you, it’s because her mom can see her phone) so now she’s back to talking to me through replied comments and we spent months together on that social media platform and we both vented our lives to each other and she just acts like everything is fine when it’s not and I feel like she’s ignoring me and I’m not sure what to do because she saved me from committing suicide and I don’t know what to do with my life anymore and I’m getting panic attacks hourly and I can’t stop sobbing and I just want her back to me and I just wish I could go back in time and undo the mistake that was made and I miss her so much and I just want her back.