There's a guy i like, a while ago I promised not to relapse, but I relapsed recently and he got upset that I was lying cause I said I didn't relapse even thoe I did and he got upset and mad that I broke our promise again and I dont know what to say to him now and im upset cause I feel really guilty and I lost his trust and he doesn't believe me anymore and now im afraid me and him arent friends anymore and I xant stop crying