I DONT WANT TO LIVE. I vent to my partner and I am like “anyways Hru?” AND THEN IT TURNS INTO HOW I “need to let go of them” AND “just let me go” . and it’s so fucking exhausting with them blocking everyone and not answering calls After saying they are literally gonna end it. When I grab a bottle and chug it they won’t care. No one will. I don’t want to call/text a hotline bc what if it tells my mom? I’m not even 14 I shouldn’t be feeling like this.