The loml is ignoring me and telling me to let them go. “Just let me go”,”I will make you hate me before I kms”, I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE. I don’t want to call a hotline or tell their mom because they will be mad at me(if I tell their mom and get them committed again). I don’t wanna lie and say “I love you” over and over again because I’m numb now. It’s not lying right now because I DO love them,but I’m afraid it will be lies soon. I feel numb. They come back and act like nothing happened. This is so tiring but I DO love them. :(