WHY CAN'T I WORK? I have an exam tomorrow, but I am just procrastinating more and more and I HATE MYSELF FOR IT! God, why am I so useless? I'll probably get an A without studying, but I need an A*, otherwise my life will be ruined. I SUCK SO MUCH. I NEED TO STUDY, WHY AREN'T I LETTING MYSELF DO THIS ONE SIMPLE THING THAT WILL HELP ME SO MUCH IN THE LONG TERM?!?! I'm in tears, but no one else knows. My beloved mother would not understand, she's too nice for her own good. Maybe after writing this, I'll have the motivation to work again. Fuck my life. To whoever is reading this, have as good a day as possible. We're all in this hellhole together, and maybe we can push someone out of it with enough luck.