In my job I’m a dropout and I work as a newspaper delivery boy for the neighbour hood and it doesn’t work well considering I’m incredibly introverted and have social anxiety so i always cover head to toe in black, so I won’t get recognised and it’s very hot in my country so I’m constantly burnt out and tired and I been at this line of work for 4 months and recently I got a reward of 50$ for staying at the company and always getting the job done. But I refused the reward I don’t have any good reason not to accept it except I just feel guilty like I’m being rewarded and I’m not feeling like I’m good enough at it. Now it’s not even about the money it’s more focused on the work and the more I do the closer I feel myself catching the bus.
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