im so very confused and i dont know what to feel actually, like, i just want a best friend. My best friend just left me for his own friends, and i just feel so alone. Yes i have some friend, but i dont have a friend that will actually treat me as their friend. When someone calls your friend, they will never call me. I have no one to talk to every night, i have no one to bond with. I just feel so alone. All i can think right now is to have a dog, because i know he'll never leave me. He'll stay by me, and never betray me for someone else. I don't have any partners in crime, i don't have a friend who understands me, who will be actually there for me, im so sick of myself. Why am i craving for a fucking best friend. Just feel so pathetic. Like, every night i thought of these. Why i feel so alone even if i am very talkative, when will this last? I'm so tired of always feeling this. My chest is always heavy because of this...