I'm really scared right now. I'm in high school (year 8) and I've been scared my achoolwork isn't enough. I'm stressing about the future and when I say future I mean university and further. I'm scared I won't get a stable job, I'll be a failure and that everyone in my life is going to turn a blind eye. I'm scared I ruined a relationship with one of my friends. I can get my emotions really messed up and can never know what to label it is if it can be a lot (I'm on the spectrum so I think that's a reason why) and it pisses me off. I just have so much on my mind!! I'm scared I'm going to fail in life, I'm scared the people closest to me are just gonna leave and I'm scared I'm a horrible person!!