I HATE MYSELF. my friends think im perfect cause of my good grades and the way i always smile but they never knew about the way i preasure myself to study and the way i always fake my smiles and sometimes im their theripist listening to what they say about and giving tips i want to stop and tell them the truth but im scared of the judgement, im scared of it so much that i chose to never tell about my struggles instead i chose to be perfect in their eyes but not in my eyes ….