Rant #561

i like this guy (hes my best friend), he's pan and im a girl but he likes this boy because they share lots of things and they're both trans and i think the other boy likes him back, and ik i shouldnt be mas about this because its nice for both of them, but it affects my daily life, and it makes me wonder if im not enough, if its for my body that he doesnt like me, and ik its weird but yea