I can't fucking stand this house my father is trying to get out of a smoking addiction that has gone on for over 25 years and is being the biggest asshole to my mom (his wife) and it's genuinely so disgusting how he can treat her like that and then I also just hate my parents ideals and morals like homophobia (I'm aroace and bi gender myself) and misogyny and prolife and racist and pro-ice and Isreal and I actually hate it I want out of here like I could love my mom from a very distance and thats it