Guys im going to kill myself this summer even after graduating high school with a hard break up, friends stabbing my back, having nobody to talk to, getting judged and no help from anyone, all i want was a gap year of peace of mind but now i even cant since my parents are forcefully dictating me to do college or else im kicked out or sent back to my ethnic country (kinda like deported ig) and im just tired honestly i just want to end this actual painful gut renching irritating head aching ass pain now so ye i guess even after surviving high school theres literally no hope for me lol, ggs life u win😂😂✌️