I give up. I don't want to live anymore, I just force myself to get up everyday thinking maybe one day I'll randomly want to live. But no, I want to end this already but I'm afraid of the pain. I want to tell them that I'm tired, I can't do it anymore, that I'm also hurting. I don't see the point on living anymore, going through things like this just for us to still die. I don't feel what I'm feeling is valid because it's about the same things. I don't know how to explain what I'm feeling :/
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