i keep missing my chance. I missed my chance with her, the yellowish street lights illuminating her face as the air stilled between us, the song playing lower. I left that car for the last time before any truth from either of us could be muttered. I lost my chance with him. His last day of school, looking at me expectantly and I failed to even give him his graduation gift. And now, to conclude my uneventful, slightly miserable highschool love life, the guy I almost knew was also into me, well I couldn't even give him my goodbye note. The one with the forget me not flowers. During graduation I looked around me and saw the crowds of people I'd never see again, and didn't feel like I'd miss them. If anything i missed all the relationships and opportunities I didn't get to experience because of my hesitancy. My indecisiveness. My fear of rejection. If any of you folks are still in highschool or in college or at any point of your life. Just take the chance. You will regret it if you don't.