I don't care that you're a different person when you're not drunk. What I care is how I'm treated regardless. And just because you don't remember or don't care doesn't mean my feelings aren't valid. You don't like being talked to like shit yet you do it to me and mom more so to me. Mom invalidates me, dad trashes don't remember, repeat, don't want to hear about what he did. I wish I could go no contact because I deserve peace.