I’m so fuckingn tired, I have a contact sports game tomorrow and I have 2 week old carriage piercings in my ears, I think I found a way to make them hurt less but I’m scared that for the hour the piercings are out they might start to close. Exams are next week and I hate studying, I have adhd and I swear if it was between studying hospitality or tearing off my own arm, I’d choose the arm! Hospitality is such a joke I swear to god I can do basic math and make the best god damn cupcakes ever but my grade comes down to pointless tests on a fucking busy work assignment we completed 2.5 months ago! Not to mention some times when I’m really worked up I hit myself either in the stomach, thighs or I’ll hit a counter to relieve stress and sometimes that feeling of recovering from a hit can calm me down, NOT INTENTIONALLY HURTING MYSEF but it leaves bruises soemtimes and appartly that can be a form of self harm GREAT! Another thing I have to deal with, idk is it self harm? I’m stressed!