I've been with my partner for almost a year now and I love them eternally. Recently though I've been doing many things that to me seemed harmless but to her meant a world of hurt. She always gets angry at me when I hurt her, no matter the severity. I can just have not heared her say sonething on call because I was distracted and she will refuse to talk to me afterwards. And I understand why she is hurt, I wish I could magically be perfect but I can't. And it feels like I'm being helf to an unkeepable standard. Ahe deserves the best, I love her. I would just like some leeway some grace some compassion for my pain that I always try to handle on my own ai just want to be able to be hurt by her and tell her without her completely losing trust in us a couple. I'm hurt this hurts fuck this whyyyy. U love her but she hurts me so much sometimes