I’ve never felt more unhappy with how I look in my life. I feel so gross and ugly. I used to feel this way when I was little but now I look back at old photos, I never realised how skinny and pretty I was, I can’t understand how I thought it was ugly at that time. Now years later, I truly feel and look ugly. I’ve put on so much weight and it’s apparent to everyone, even my partners or families jokes about my weight kill me. I get called back fat betty. I can’t stand it. I can’t go clothes shopping due to how ugly I feel. I feel no one wants to listen to me when I say how unhappy I am, and when I do tell them, they either don’t want to deal with it or just tell me I’m beautiful, which doesn’t make me feel any different. I just don’t know what’s wrong with me, why do I look like this