I have autism and adhd, i somehow have to have a 100% hold of my emotions, memories, thoughts, and feelings no matter what (for example, if im happy, sad, having a panic attack… which gets dismissed as hysteria, etc.) meanwhile my mostly neurotypical older brother is allowed to do and say whatever he wants, he can send literal death threats where he plans out how to kill me and it gets dismissed as him being joking or just “speaking out loud because of emotions”
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