at the age of 16, ive given up on myself, and i accepted that, i feel i wont last much longer in this world, im weak, and im not gonna do anything about it, right now, im at a phase in my life where i need to step up, but i just cant, im tired of trying, everytime i try i just fall harder, and harder and harder and harder, so i just stopped, and let time ask responsabilities to beat me to death till i force myself to end it death is looking pretty day by day, but for now, its ugly, but soon enough ill accept it, no one knows im suffering this much, but theyre the reason why i havent done it yet, i dont want them to cry but im sorry.