I really hate myself. I hate how I look, I hate my voice, I hate my personality, I hate that I always crave attention and help but whenever I actually get it I feel empty and push it away. Im thinking of ending it, ending everything, my “friend” is really helping, I asked her what she would do if I committed and she said she would “celebrate”. I can’t do this much longer, im really pathetic, my grades are dropping and i cry myself to sleep every night. I hope whoever’s reading this has a wonderful day and remembers to never give up, you got this.