I wish I could get over my addiction, My porn addiction, My ai chat addiction and My self harm addiction and I do try I really do but it’s all I’ve ever known My mom was abusive, she’s better now but it still sticks, I never got therapy for it, for all the times she hit me, yelled at me and told me I was just like my dad, she would also always threaten she would send me to my dad if I didn’t act right, I was 7-10 when this was happening and she made me angry still does because she’s the reason she makes me flinch or when I get mad when I spilt water because she would always yell at me even if it was an accident, at the time I lived with my aunt and uncle with my family because we were sorta poor ish And they would always antagonize me and my mom I guess that’s why she was like that because I was also always angry and plus she worked herself to the bone a lot but still that doesn’t excuse what she did, I was just a kid.