Even though I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, I can't help but think it's some kind of trick my brain is playing on me. Like it's all just a delusion and if I try to confide in anyone, they'll think I made up the diagnosis and I'll be shamed for being a fake (literally diagnosed by a medical professional and I am on prescription medication for it). The only people who knows to the fullest extent is my fiance. I'm scared of others knowing and then acting different towards me. Or worse not wanting to be around me. I feel alone in this diagnosis as my fiance doesn't understand and gets frustrated with me whenever my mood fluctuates. My auditory hallucinations (better now cause of meds) also cause an issue because they are scary to me but he makes it seem like I'm just being silly (aka stupid). I wish he was more supportive towards me in my journey of getting better and regulating myself.