Filial piety is a hell of a drug. I'm almost certain my grandma's narcissistic and emotionally abusive—although no one else seems to want to admit it. She makes life harder for both me and my mom—she never thinks about others, never takes accountability for her mistakes, and *laughs* when she sees other people struggling because of her—and yet my mom always defends her. I'm so tired of if all. I've been giving 110% in school just for the chance that my record will be good enough for a good college in another state to accept me so I can get the hell away from here, yet just the thought of dealing with her already leaves me absolutely exhausted. 2 years seems so far away.
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