Recently I've started to feel like no matter what I say, jokes I make my cousins hate me. Even worse, I they obviously prefer my younger brother. When they see our family they run to him and give him piggy back rides and treats. Maybe it's because he's younger, but it doesn't feel that way. My cousins watch anime so I started to watch anime as a way to have something that we both like. I genuinely like anime and I'm happy I started to watch anime. But sometimes I feel like they hate me and we'll never truly connect.