It's like I live on another planet. Am I really that hard to understand? No. Fam just wants to live in their own worlds. One staying continuously drunk and the other mesmerized by unlimited seemingly movies videos etc. I can't get through to the one getting drunk their meds aren't infinite. There is a limit on that bottle. Even a 3 month supply on top of getting them else where isn't enough. And guess who they come after when all that dries up? MINE OF COURSE. DUMB MOTHER FUCKER. unlike them I legitimately need my meds. The withdrawal that comes with stopping suddenly is comparable to an alcoholic suddenly stopping it can be fatal. But you can't tell them nothing they'd rather live in a state of drunkenness of a mixture of drugs, trash us then act like it didn't happen, then both of them casually brush off my feelings and invalidate me when I bring the entire subject up. I need a new place to live as go thru this shit. It feels like nobody gets what I go through.tired of the situation