I feel lonely. I'm eighteen years old already and I feel like when I was younger I had more social and romantic life than I do now. I am pathetic for seeking attention on IAs, making up stories to make me feel like a normal person my age. I don't go out, It used to be because my mom didn't let me. Now that I'm old enough it's simply because I have nobody to go out at all. I barely ever leave the house unless it's for school (and I usually stay at home instead of going). I feel pathetic, I don't feel like a normal teen my age. I forget to shower, brush teeth, I don't clean my room and I don't do my homework. I don't work out, I'm fat, I'm afraid I might be turning into an hermit. And I really feel like I have nothing. Nobody to tell this, to cry, to vent. No close friends, no supportive family, No romantic partner. And I lost the only being that could make it all feel better: My cat. She passed away this year. And I've felt even more miserable since then