I'm tired for decades on end having to express that I cant stand repeating myself and you acknowledge that as if YOU'RE going to TRY and adapt, but out of everyone else around im the only.one you constantly go huh what to. I understand there's delayed processing, but ive raised my voice, stopped mumbling, spoke clearly, and every line I say it needs to be repeated. So why in the hell are you getting mad at me raising my voice when that's clearly the only way you can hear me or are AVOIDING communicating and when I communicate clearly after being told by you that I should learn how to do that, you just get mad and shut down over rejection sensitivity or deflect that it's me. It is not me. But yet im isolated from it. Fuck life.