genuinely so tireddd. i'm so tired of being there for people whenever they need me, but then they're never there for me. my mum always tells me that i can talk to her but whenever i do she literally js shouts at me and defends everyone else except for me. then she denies everything. most of the time it feels like my friends don't even need me tbh since they have their own friends and kinda just ignore me. i feel like such a burden to everyone and i hate feeling weak and vulnerable. its like no matter what i do i will never be good enough. i get insulted by my friends, they call me stupid and point out my insecurities n shit. so fed up atp </3 could prob drop dead tonight and they'd be oblivious lmfao. anyways if ur reading this hope ur doing okay <3