I have horrible grades, my friends tend to make fun of my weight, I feel that I'm stuck. I'm losing confidence in my ability to properly interact with others. I constantly judge other people, which I know is a shitty habit but I can't help myself. I feel like a constant failure because people have expectations of me. I know all these problems are so stupid and insignificant but it sucks. I used to be suicidal for a few of the same reasons, and although I doubt that those thoughts will come again but I'm scared haha. I feel that there is always something constantly weighing down on my shoulders and bad habits are coming back. I feel odd, typing this out but I don't have anyone else I feel comfortable sharing this with. Sorry.
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