I can’t help but to keep wondering about what my life would’ve been like if my childhood was actually good. Like parents who are actually consistently there through my adolescence. Parents that would actually teach me things. Older siblings that could’ve truly protected me or gave me advice that would help me at the time. Maybe I could’ve stayed at 1 or 2 different schools instead of moving almost every 2 years. I could’ve had more friends. I wish my life when I was younger was consistent. I wish things made more sense than they did. I’m in a good place now thank god. But so much has happened I wish wouldn’t have. I wish things were better back then and I hope things will be better for me in the future.
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