Okay so Basically, Why is everything turning..Boring? Every single thing. Like I used to enjoy Reading, I used to enjoy talking, I used to enjoy Singing and Drawing. But now? Everything feels too heavy, Too boring, It makes me wanna puke and just..Why am I not as talented as I was? Why can't my hobbies still be making me happy? Talking with friends, Sure it makes you smile but...Then You feel left out, Of course..What would You expect.. You're nothing but a little shadowy of your dear 'Friends' and what's even worse! Is that, You're burnt out and you're being forced to study. You're being forced to do every single work. Your expected to be fucking 'Perfect' in every way. Why? Why can't YOU just stop making me feel bad? Yet why do I agree to everything? I hate being a fucking People Pleaser. I grew up thinking that If i helped people, I'd be considered nice! but now It's not even close. I'm just a minor Disturbance to EVERYONE around me. You know what? Fuck everything man! I hate this.