I lost you for something I fought so hard to change. Going to the very end the last big step in our relationship but you didn’t see the fight and effort I put in for us, just how things were. You left me without talking, you left me before I even knew you were thinking about it, you left me when I needed you most because it was the best decision for you but never us. That’s why it hurts so much to let you go. You only cared about yourself with me as an accessory, I gave you everything because you were my world I sacrificed everything because when it all went to shit I thought you’d be there. You made me believe in the us you were actively trying to destroy for your gut feelings about situations I took understanding and made changes for while never changing when I had issues for you. You made and make mistakes that I always fix but never acknowledge or appreciate. I loved you with every bone in my body, but you loved me when you wanted to or when you needed to.