i just need to forgive myself. i need this i need that i need this i need that im so done. like im done wallowing, really. it happened. i never asked for that sort of thing to happen. its the kinda place u cld only be crossfaded. i just wanna see the world and travel and wander, i wanna be a nomad, i wanna see things. those poor people, they are all broken and i am not the one to fix it. why am i so scared setting boundaries? oh yeah cus my life was threatened for it bruh