I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE. I'VE TRIED TO BE A GOOD PERSON BUT I ALWAYS FAIL. I HATE MYSELF I WANNA FUCKING DROWN IN THE OCEAN AND HOPE NO ONE WILL FIND ME. I HATE MY LIFE, I HATE HOW PEOPLE ALWAYS TALK ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK, PLANNING THINGS BEHIND MY BACK. IT'S FUCKING EXHAUSTING, I HATE EVERYTHING, I HATE THAT I'M BORN, I HATE THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS WHAT WAS I MADE FOR? I'M JUST A NUISANCE, I CAN'T HANDLE EMOTIONAL PAIN, I FUCKING HATE MYSELF, I HATE BEING IN THIS FUCKING FRAGILE BODY, I HATE EVERYTHING I HATE HOW I HANDLE MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FRIENDS JUST FOR THEM TO FUXKINV BETRAY ME