I'm so tired of having a bad relationship with food I cry every time I have to eat and I've been trying to starve myself. I can't stand it, I just made a meal and I was to nauseous to actually enjoy it and I still feel sick. I just wish I could eat without caring without thinking im a pig, without my sister calling me fat without my brain calling me a pig. I just wish I could eat without thinking about vomiting it up
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