I'm so tired, I try my best to care for others and be nice but I don't really think that they actually like me.. But, I don't really like anyone else either, I feel as if I'm not appreciated for what I do and all my good actions/helpfulness is weighed down by just my opinions on things and the majority of people around me don't view me for who I actually am (at least in front of people). I have to act like I care about people that I don't really care about but I really just want to be responsible and not treat someone just by the way they the look at the world but also how they are as a person, and that's why I can't seem to understand when people only treat me by what I think about the world when they should see me like anyone else, just another human trying to live on the same planet as everyone else. I only have one person that I sure sees me for me but none else does and I just want to leave them all behind and be happy one day instead of feeling this horrible weight on me.