I hate seeing other girls look pretty while im still trying to lose 40kg for 6 years and im 20. No guys look at my way bc im 100kg. No guys ever asked me out my entire life. I hate that im so miserable. I hate that all my friends have nice fit bodies and they never spend hours trying to find an outfit to fit. I hate that I always stuff my face. I hate that I say im gonna change but I never do. I hate that im spending my youth on being fat. I hate that I can never date until im skinnier. I hate that im always going to be the fat girl. I wished someone loved me and I wished I was chosen for once but I’ll never be until im skinnier
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