Hello. Im sel and im 20 years old female. I used to have a best friend. I met her when I was 7 but we hated each other then we became friends at 11 and until 18 we were best friends. I cut contact with her two years ago bc she tried to break my family and my cousins apart by lying. She also started having a crush on a boy who did something illegal to me and she said he did that to u and not to me. I forgave her for this. I never would’ve left her or seen the red flags if it wasn’t for the people around me and for my parents. I promised my parents to never befriend her again but I miss her everyday. I think of her a lot. I can’t seem to let her go. Moving on feels like a betrayal. She made my life better. She saved me so many times and she helped me a lot. Every time I hang out with her it felt like I was alive for real. She made me laugh every 5 minutes. I had like to go back to her. I don’t claim anyone else as my best friend anymore even tho they do somehow i claim her as my best fri