I’m gonna miss it here, but I don’t really belong here. I needed to go away from here. There is nobody here to love me, things are not the way I want them to be. Nobody really wants me around, and i understand why. I’m quite the boring person. I just don’t have much to give, don’t have the energy. Im seeing no other way. There is no other solution, and I don’t want to continue living like this. Who’s gonna come and save me, absolutely nobody. So, I have to save myself. I don’t know how to do that though. I wish I could’ve been good enough for you guys, normal enough, happy enough, bubbly enough, entertaining enough for everyone. But I’m just not built right. So, why not just leave? Do you and myself a favor now, and go? you’ll forget me. I know I want to forget. I want to reincarnate into something new when I’m gone, I want to be loved in my next life. I probably won’t be but as long as it’s over, just want it to be over.