i feel like i love her i do i really do its i just feel like her spirt is here with me all the time but she not here i feel like she love me i know she loves me i really do i wish i didn't have such a good heart she the only one i can trust my self with she the one i feel like she the only one that awser ever single time she gets she said she loves me she talks to me we talk late night play at night hang out in day we can just be us with each other but i feel like i don't deserve her but i do i just dont know i know im young and i haven't lived life yet but i feel like everthing just hard to control my feelings are like just gone i 2nd guess ever single thing i say before i say it i feel like if im to nie there going use me i feel like if im not nice of enough she just going leave me she might have brain cancer they found a thing in her eye they haven't seen before so im scared for her i don't what her to leave me i feel like she the only thing thats good in my lil life she the thing