My boyfriend is to busy on vrc and he rarely texts me and i fear he's cheating on me, and also feel like i hate my life right now so i cried more and i tried talking and calling mutiple friends but they either wouldn't asnwer or reply. I feel so hopeless and im scared I'm gonna hurt myself because i have no one to talk to it about, but I'm worried when i do they'll tell me to get help or say no to me venting or think im attention seeking.