I constantly feel that my body is wrong and not in a good shape. I've kind of been "brainwashed" because of my parents forcing me into a diet when I was younger. So now I'm very worried about eating and drinking because of gaining weight. I'm also worried about how people see my appearance when I wear something revealing—but it's only because I have sh scars or known as self harm scars. I am very ashamed to have them but I have accepted my life that I'll have those on my arm permanently. I constantly wear the same clothes because I can't bear to wear anything that slightly reveals my stomach, legs, arms or back.
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