I do most stuff in my house. I'm the second youngest. I'm too young to do stuff but too old to get stuff. Expected to provide for myself but I can't because I'm too young. My mum said for me to get a job and she would help me. I was eager. I sorted out my Resume and even got people to reference for me. Then she said no. I went to my room and cried. My one chance. My brothers called me soft. My sister said "harden up". I want to kill myself. No one is helping me.