My friends haven't been responding to my messages lately and I think that I annoy them too much with my constant check INS and expressive thoughts. Another thing that ruins me about my friends is that I have two different friend groups because I'm pretty popular among my school, my close friends seem like that they're fading away from me from hanging out with them too long, but also that some of them are just straight up talking behind my back.. And they were, they all confessed and said that I was annoying and that when I'm frustrated I don't need to take it out on them. I never do, when really I'm struggling with my own thoughts about others and I'm always so selfless. I was sick when they talked behind my back, I had no choice but to not say anything because I didn't want to snap for wanting to be ignored. But they were focused on their own feelings saying that I should put their feelings to consideration. I do! But they don't listen and they think of me as their group entertainment