I have a crush on my best friend. I have for a while but I just didn't accept it. the part that sucks is that she doesn't like me back. I know because I confessed to her a couple months back and she said she wasn't interested in anything and just wanted to be friends. I try to be a good friend and I think I am but it just sucks because every single thing she does just makes me so happy. I love spending time with her, I want to spend more all the time and I love how we can just hang out together and do absolutely nothing or make stupid jokes(especially the inside jokes). I feel so dumb still liking her. I told myself I didn't, convinced myself that she really was just a friend for a while. I even convinced myself that I liked HER friend, but whenever I'm with her she's the only person I pay attention to. I don't want to tell her, I don't want to mess anything up. more than anything I just want to not like her but I can't just stop.