I'm so tired of being sad. I feel like I have no one to hang out with and talk to. I have very little friends- all who are very amazing don't get me wrong. But I feel lonely, especially in school. I barely talk to anyone and I just dread going every day. It's not like I'm unfriendly or extremely shy either- people are always nice to me but that's it. I feel like the 2nd choice. My friends always pick someone else over me or are just avoidant. I feel depressed during the summer when all my friends are on vacation or hanging out with someone else. I just feel empty and it doesn't help that I'm lazy. I've never even been outside the country. All summer I just do nothing. Im dreading summer right now when I should be enjoying it.